XXXTENTACION – Jocelyn Flores lyrics

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty—
[Bridge: XXXTENTACION]
I know you’re somewhere, somewhere
I’ve been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
I don’t wanna pretend we’re something, we’re nothing
I’ve been stuck thinking ’bout her, I can’t hold on
[Verse: XXXTENTACION]
I’m in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I’ve been trippin’ ’bout some things, can’t change
Suicidal, same time I’m tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you f*cked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna f*ckin’ end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited ’bout the grave I’m diggin’
Havin’ conversations ’bout my haste decisions
Fuckin’ sickenin’; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
‘Bout my uncle playin’ with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me f*cked up
Been f*cked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up
[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
I’ll be feelin’ pain, I’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
I’ll be feelin’ pain, I’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well (I know you, girl)
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty—
I know you so well